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[Apr. 29th, 2009|03:48 pm] |
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all of a sudden literally 7 different guys like me. haha i don't know what to do with myself now, i am not used to all of this attention |
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[Mar. 19th, 2009|08:55 pm] |
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steve is the most amazing person i've ever met. end of story.
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my heart hasn't felt this good in forever
andddd i'm going to his prom :D
its totally going to make up for mine, which sucked by the way
i get to wear my zebra dress again :]
this boy gets me. like to the core. we have the same thoughts at the same time. we go out to eat and take walks and go to the park and play like 5 year olds.
this is the begining of something wonderful :] |
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[Sep. 13th, 2008|06:44 am] |
| [ | feeling rather |
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it feels like yesterday that you were sitting in class with someone and then poof in an instant you find out that they're dead.
tragic and unexpected =/
i wasn't exactly friends with him, but i knew him well. we sat near eachother in classes for years.
i didn't even find out it was him until about 9:30 last night |
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[Aug. 27th, 2008|11:00 pm] |
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for the past 4 years i've wanted nothing but for high school to be over, and now that my senior year summer is coming to an end, i wish that high school was still waiting for me in the fall.
i've honestly never been so lonely in my life.
literally since graduation day i've been friendless.
ok so i've briefly spoken to a few people and hung out with people like 2 or 3 times.
but thats it.
some people who were thought to be my very close friends act like i don't even exist anymore.
i just have shane. and i'm glad that i have him. he's means the world to me and he's my bestfriend and my boyfriend at the same time. but sometimes bestfriend and boyfriend just dont work... like when we're fighting, because i have no one to talk to. no one to go to for advice.
it just sucks.
i feel like i'm just not worth anyones time. i try talking to people and they don't listen.
oh well.
i guess this is growing up. |
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[Aug. 7th, 2008|12:35 pm] |
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I have mono and it fucking blows. I don't even know how I got it.
I've honestly never been so miserable in my life.
But luckily my boyfriend is amazing and takes care of me.
He brings me soup =] how cute<3
He also brought over some movies and his xbox 360 for me to play with. and the other night he slept over and cuddled with me all night rubbing my back and tummy trying to make me feel better.
Shane is the best <3
I can't wait until I'm done being sick =[ |
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[Jul. 13th, 2008|11:31 pm] |
the new miley cyrus song is so good.
for real.
i love it.
i haven't updated this thing in forever.
not much has happened... i graduated from high school... dyed my hair turquoise... dyed my hair brown... got a job and then quit 2 days later... got another job...
i've been getting fucked up everyday since i graduated. i love it. life is good.
me and shane are still together and things are amazing. i'm so in love. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2008|07:04 am] |
dear birth control,
thanks for making me violently ill this morning. i really appreciate it. |
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[May. 11th, 2008|10:47 pm] |
I am so in love.
it's so weird and scary yet totally amazing at the same time.
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[May. 5th, 2008|06:04 am] |
right now my life is longboarding and my boyfriend.
i love it :] |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2008|07:28 pm] |
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well i guess it was too good to be true. and it's all over now.
we're done.
and now i don't have a prom date.
everything was so perfect.
and now it's not.
prom was supposed to be the highlight of my senior year. i got the perfect dress and i had the perfect date, but now it's all ruined.
i'm about to say fuck it and not even go to prom.... |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2008|02:14 pm] |
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this has been the best spring break ever |
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[Mar. 20th, 2008|03:09 pm] |
happy first day of spring.
today one of my hens hatched 11 baby chicks, they are sooooo cute two of them are yellow =]
life is good. new friends. money. work. partying like its my job. i love it. |
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[Mar. 16th, 2008|05:58 pm] |
well he's either dead or blowing me off.
i'm not sure which is worse. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2008|10:52 pm] |
aww mark got his hair cut! my baby is so fucking cute! i loveee ittt! i just wanna keep kissing him foreverrrrrrr =P
he suprised me with it at work. i was shocked, but in a good way. and then he took me to the mall and then we went to dinner. =]
life is good. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2008|03:08 pm] |
this weekend has been good.
on friday i sat with ian at work. he is awesome. and he made 5 hours of hell at nco go by really fast =]
yesterday i worked, but alicia and charlie were there so it was fun. and then after work i was bored so me and steve decided to hang out even though we've never hung out before/we dont really dont in person much unless i'm harassing him in school/calling him shoes and then walking away. so i picked him up and we went to the mall. and then toys r us. it was alot of fun.
and i thought today was going to suck, but i'm about to go out with my boo <3
mark is picking me up and we're going to get food and go on an adventure. we havent hung out in like a week =[ |
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[Mar. 7th, 2008|11:29 am] |
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my journal is two years old today. |
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[Feb. 28th, 2008|06:36 am] |
i'm getting my septum pierced today. i've been wanting this for years.
mark is coming with me to hold my hand. how cute. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2008|09:49 am] |
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| [ | listening to |
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so its 66 degrees outside right now and its only 10am wtf?!
on friday night mark picked me up at like midnight because my brother was having a huge party and all of his friends were wasted and wouldn't leave me alone. so mark came and got me and we were just driving around talking. it was nice. we ended up in like trenton and 2am haha. so then we decided to turn around and go back to his house. so we were there for a bit but then my mom called me and told me to come home because it was getting late. so we went back to my house and he came in so we could be together for a little longer. we were laying on my bed talking for a while and then we took a little nap. it was cute. he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. and he was playing with my hair. =] he ended up leaving at like 5am its like he kinda slept over but not really.
he's going to a job interview at nco this morning =] and he'll most likely get hired which means we'll be working together. after his interview he's coming over and taking me to cas's so i can finish my english project. i have a doctors appointment at 3:45 and he's taking me there too. how cute =] |
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[Feb. 12th, 2008|06:26 am] |
mark came over yesterday and stayed until 11 =]
we kissed. it was really cute because it was cute/sweet/romantic rather than what guys normally do.
i'm so nervous though because i really like him and i keep thinking about things like what if he kissed me because he was bored or something.
idk.
we fell asleep together last night it was cute. but then he went home so i could go to sleep for real. when he left my bed had never felt so lonely before. but my bed smells like him now =] |
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[Feb. 10th, 2008|10:54 am] |
work fucking sucks. i wanna quit so bad. but i can't because i really need the money. everytime i go in i'm literally in tears about to cry like 5 times throughout the night. my feet wrist and back are killing me. fuck busing tables. and fuck italian affair.
i need a new/better job. i'm never working at a resteraunt ever again.
in other news, mark came over after work last night =]
we were talking on aim when i got home and he said that he was bored so i jokingly said "come over" and he was like "ok! =]"
so he came over and it was awesome. we were laying on my bed talking and watching star wars.
=] |
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